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Saturday, June 14, 2014 10:04 pm
Scars listen, ♥
"Nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be this hard." - Cold Play
And as broken as I may be, I'm trying to pick up the pieces that were left behind. I'm trying to find meaning in the things I do. I'm trying to hold on to as much as I can, for now.
"I'm only human, and I crash and I break down." - Christina Perri
I know how I tend to walk away from people who place too much on my shoulders, whom I find a burden because I'm afraid of the responsibilities that I have to keep up with, who are not able to make me feel alive but instead suck all my energy from me.
I admit that I'm not a fantastic person, I don't have the best of personalities, I'm not friendly in any way. But I try my hardest, whenever possible, and I do my best. Not everyone might acknowledge the things I have done, but in any case, I try my utmost best before I decide to throw the towel. And honestly, that decision is harder than anything in this world.
I'm trying to let go of the past, to move on with life, to move away from the shadows of the past. But it's not easy, it really isn't. And I'm trying, each and every day, in any way possible. But I find myself crumbling, searching for answers like never before.
I think the worse feeling in the world, is to feel broken and yet, pretend that life is worth living. I think Snoopy's death affected me more than yours did. And trying to find meaning in life has become more difficult than it was before.
I've been trying means and ways to stop myself from overthinking by pilling myself with endless work and commitment, but it doesn't seem to be working.
1. Don't try to make sense of it.
'The truth is, even if there are answers - it doesn't matter.'
2. 'Strong' is overrated.
'Let the breakdowns happen.'
3. Give yourself time.
'Time doesn't heal the wounds completely, but it gets easier.'
- Kelcie Moseley
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